dear diary,

last night I dreamt I was in a clockwork orange

this makes me miss my home
flipping through the guide, not chaneels even
just words
I'm already anticipating
see the colors, the images my girls, then the signals
  dun-dun-dun

the voices behind it
I can't tell if their laughing
along with me, reacting
 or at the goals
I miss my home

(Is this program waiting for me to finish?
is that why she sounds hesitant)

they're not watching me today